Last Day of the Year

today is da last day of diz year...
time passes so fast, i cant even realized it...
well, since this year is such a challenging year for me...
i really wanna share some of my experiences that maybe i'll never forget for the rest of my life...

First
this year i went to my first year semester after struggling about 1 1/2 years for my foundation program...
all cohort 5 students were so excited to know which universities they'll get including me...
i was really hoping that i'll get Victoria University of Wellington since i was so sure that i got the secondary school program...
then, when the time came, my coordinator announced names of students for each university...
i found out that i got MARJON aka University College of St. Mark and St. John...
i was clueless...
i never thought that i'll get the primary school program...
i didnt feel sad but a lil bit frustrated since most of my friends got VUW...
but in the same time i was so excited cuz i can go to europe...
hahahaha...

Second
i went into some personality changes...
after i'm no longer be friend of a bitch, i changed from good person into very bad one...
i did everything that i think bad in order to make that bitch felt 'sakit hati'...
hahahaha...
i learned that i cant always be good to everyone...

Third
this is da worse experience ever in my life...
i failed my Philosophy paper during my first sem program...
i was so sad...
i failed becuz i answered the question wrongly...
then i found out from my other friend (who failed too) that one girl supposely fail this paper...
but since she's SOMEONE's daughter, then she passed the paper...
WTF...
this world is full with conspiration...
hmm...

Forth
the one that i like in my college coupled with other girl...
i think this is da most painful experience...
i've been crushing on him since the English Camp last year...
but, what can i say...
i really hope that they'll break up soon...
hahahaha...

Fifth
lastly, i met Hatta Dolmat, one of the top designers in malaysia at Jalan TAR last saturday...
i was so excited...
although i pretended like i dunno him...
but i really hope that one day, i can be a top designer like him...
and i hope that i can meet another malaysian designers like Fitri and Syaiful Baharim...
hehehe...
they inspired me to become a designer (other than Kira Plastinina)...
and i'll make sure that my only dream comes true...


dat's all for now...
bye2 2008...
hello 2009...

The Honest & Emotion Survey

*Honest Section*
1. Honestly, what color is your Fav. color?
:: black n red

2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
:: ELTM forum presentation??? hoho...

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
:: searching for my assignments' info n dwloading smthing...

4. Honestly, Do you think Johnny Depp is attractive?
:: of course, dude!

5. Honestly who is ugly at your school?
:: hmm... i dont bother...

6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
:: nope...

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
:: yeah...

8. Honestly who was da last person you talked to on the phone?
:: emma...

9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
:: nope...

10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
:: depends...

11. Honestly, Who is the last person you IM'd ?
:: none...

12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder?
:: nope...

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment?
:: abang fotostat kt lib UM... ensem gler!!!

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
:: yeah!

15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
:: maybe...

17. Honestly, are you in denial?
:: on what???

18. Honestly, do you like someone?
:: abg fotostat yg ensem tue...

20. Honestly, does anyone like you?
:: hopefully...

(DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY)
*Anger Section*
1. What do you do when you're mad?
:: cursing...

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
:: shouting out loud n cry then sleep...

3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
:: yeah...

4. Do you swear when your mad?
:: hahaha... of course...

(CRYING SECTION)
1. When was the last time you really cried?
:: last week...

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
:: yeah...

3. Do certain songs make you cry?
:: ada but da lpe...

4. What usually makes you cry?
:: depends...

(Happy Section)
1. Are you normally a happy person?
:: yeah...

2. What can make you happy?
:: anything that i think can make me happy...

3. Do you think your sexy?
:: y???

4. Do you believe in yourself?
:: depends...

5. When people say they think you are
GOOD LOOKIN/PRETTY,CUTE,GORGEOUS,SEXY?
:: when i'm wearing a very high heels, make up n nice clothes...

7th survey

What do u like to be called?
~ deelenx

ADMIT a secret about this name?
~ no secret at all...

Do you have a job/ career?
~ nope but i'm going to be a teacher...

ADMIT a secret about your career?
~ there's no secrest bout this career...

Do you love yourself?
~ yea, absolutely...

ADMIT a physical attribute you LOVE and HATE about youself:
~ Love: i'm unique...
~ Hate: my weight...

Do u have any regrets?
~ yes...

ADMIT one thing you regret doing in the past:
~ i didnt take fashion designing course when i applied for upu...

Are u in love?
~ nope...

ADMIT what brought on these thought:
~ dunno...

Do u feel any jealousy or envy toward anyone?
~ if dat person is better than me n i'm his/her BFF... bad friend... huahuahua...

ADMIT what makes you feel this way?
~ easy, cz i dun want anyone be better than me...

Do you ever feel less than beautiful?
~ sometimes...

ADMIT why you feel this way?
~ when my insecurity striked to the top...

Have you ever been hurt?
~ yeah...

ADMIT who hurt u:
~ myself, cz i failed my xm...

Ever pretended to be someone's friend for your own benefit?
~ yeah...

Ever lied to spare someone's feelings?
~ yeah...

ADMIT the truth about the lie you told:
~ u're kind n good n pretty...

Ever suffered from a broken heart?
~ nope...

ADMIT who broke your heart and what he/she did:
~ none...

Ever cheated on someone?
~ my friends...

ADMIT the truth on why you cheated:
~ bcz i didnt want them to get hurt...

Ever told anyone you loved them and didn't mean it?
~ nope...

ADMIT the truth about why you lied?
~ none...

Ever been in jail?
~ nope... i'm a gossip girl only...

ADMIT the truth on why you were locked up:
~ no idea...

Ever steal music?
~ yeah...

ADMIT what website you steal music from:
~ cant put here... too explicit...

Do you click ads when on a website?
~ if the ads it's not ridiculus...

ADMIT what types of ad's you click on:
~ contests etc...

Do you watch reality tv?
~ yeah... i love too...

ADMIT the most embarrassing shows you watch:
~ af 5 n af6... sucks...

Are you happy in your career?
~ i think so...

ADMIT what you know you should be doing with your life:
~ live my life to the fullest...

Sex Maniac Guy in IPBA???

IPBA is no longer the safest place in KL anymore...
lately i heard cases about there is a sex maniac came to IPBA...
i dunno how n y but some of my friends claimed that they lost their undergarments (well,u noe what)...
then, 2 of my cohort mate told me that they saw n even talked to the sex maniac guy (cz that guy pretended like he wanted to meet his girlfriend n asked them where is his 'gf's' room)...
dats so scary...
the latest news dat i've heard is one of IPBA students was physically harassed when she was walking alone along the guard house to amjal' road...
i dunno how far the truth is but it scares me a lot cz i used to walk alone to kerinchi...
wow...
diz will make me think 100 times b4 i go out...
now malaysia is no longer safe anymore...
i dunno why these sex maniac people exist in this world...
they're really troble makers...
annoying...
hopefully IPBA admin will take the suitable actions in order to prevent this problem from getting worse...
the first thing to do is, go n find another guards...
i hate diz ken2 n hp guard...
sucks n annoying...

if i have 100 million dollar...

Winning 100 Million Dollars Survey
If you won 100 million dollars what would you do?



What kind of car would you buy?
- ferrari FFX...

Where in the country would you move to?
- london...

What kind of house would you buy?
- bungalow...

Would you give your family any money?
- of course...

What charity would you donate to?
- too many...

Would you give your friends any money?
- maybe... depends on my mood...

Where would you go on vacation?
- all over the world...

What luxury item would you buy first?
- dunno...

Would it change your life?
- of course...

Would you save any of it?
- yeah...

Would it change your current relationship?
- hehe...

Would you quit your job?
- hell yeah...

Would you ever work again?
- depends...

What one task would you never do again?
- laundry...

What dream of yours would you be able to do?
- have my own clothing line...

Would you change the way you dress?
- not really...

Would you change anything about your body?
- i'll go for fitness centre...

Would you miss anything about not being rich?
- nope...

Who would be the first person you tell?
- my parents...

Would it bring you happiness?
- yeah...

so r u gonna gimme a 100 Million Dollars????hahaha~

6th survey...

starting time:
- 11.29...

Name:
- deelenx

Sisters:
- 1...

brothers:
- 2...

eye color:
- dark brown...

Height:
- 1.58m...

What are you wearing right now?
- night dress...

Where do you live:
- KL...

Favorite Number:
- 8...

Favorite Drink:
- sirap...

Favorite Month:
- august...

Favorite Breakfast:
- oat...

***********Have You Ever***********

Broken a bone:
- nope...

Been in a hot tub:
- yeah...

Swam in the ocean:
- yeah...

Fallen asleep in school:
- so many times...

Broken someones heart:
- nope...

Cried when someone died:
- of course...

Sat by the phone waiting for someone to call:
- yeah...

Saved e-mails:
- yeah...

***********What is************

Whats right beside you?
- my friends...

What is the last thing you ate?
- nasi...

———Ever Had————-

Chicken pox:
- yeah...

Sore throat:
- yes... i like it bcuz my voice become husky...

Stitches:
- nope...

Broken nose:
- nope...

—–--Do You———-
Believe in love at first sight?
- yeah...

————————————–

Who last made you smile?
- my friends...

——Final Questions——–

What are you listening to right now?
- matahari-agnes monica...

What did u do today?
- so many things...

Good singer?
- of course...

Diamond or pearl?
- both...

Are you the oldest?
- nope...

Indoors or out doors?:
- both...

—–Today did u——-

1. Talk to someone you like?
- yeah...

2. Kiss anyone?
- my family...

3. Get sick?
- nope...

6. Miss someone?
- not really...

7. Eat?
- too many...

——Last person who——

8. You talked to on the phone:
- my aunt...

8.Last person you txted:
- my lil sis...

9. Made you Cry?
- nope...

10. Went to the movies with:
- sam...

11. You went to the mall with?
- my aunts n cousin...

——–Have you——–

19. Been to Vegas?
- nope...

20. been to New York ?
- nope...

——–Random——

21. Have a crush on someone?
- yes...

22. What books are you reading right now?
- books...

24. Future kids names:
- muhammad zulfitri tristan... huahuahua...

25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
- nope...

26. What's under your bed:
- bags, boxes, books etc...

27. Favorite sport(s) to watch:
- none...

28. Favorite location:
- mid n times...

32. Who do you really hate?
- i cant really tell u...

35. Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance?
- yeah... so many times...

36. You lonely right now?
- not really...

37. What time is it now?
- 11.52

5th survey...

The "IF YOU HAD" section:

1) If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it?
~ on my back n kt chest...

2) If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be?
~ i dyed my hair already...

3) If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get?
~ eyebrows... very nice!!!

4) If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose?
~ xtau lew...

The "WOULD YOU?" section:


1) Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships?
~ love one person...

2) If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go?
~ of course...

3) If you were given 10 million dollars to keep, what would you do?
~ i'll buy everything dat i want...

The "LETS SAY" section:

1) Lets say you had to eat a live tarantula for $1,000....
~ y not... i love extreme challenges...

2) Lets say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie?
~ wanted...

The "OTHER STUFF" section:

1) What makes your bedroom unique?
~ sejuk walau apa jua keadaan...

2) Whats your favorite season of the year?
~ megasale season... hak3...

3) Do you like cheese?
~ yeah...

The "THE 2008" section:


1) Are you the same person as you were at the beginning of 2008?
~ nope sbb i makin rjin...

2) Anything exciting happen this year?
~ byk...

3) Have you been involved with the police this year?
~ nope...

4) Are your best friends still your best friends?
~ this year, yeah...

5) Got any tattoos or piercings this year?
~ nope...

6) Had a haircut yet this year?
~ yeah, last month...

7) Lost someone you cared about this year?
~ alhamdullilah, nope...

8) Been on a vacation this year?
~ not yet... next year...

What do you use to apply eye-makeup?
~ my fingers...

9) Do you like to hold hands?
~ nope...

10) Do you have any tests or exams soon?
~ yeah... too many...

11) How many watches do you own?
~ many but i jrg paki... bli jew...

12) How many jobs have you ever had ?
~ none...

13) Whats one thing that made you smile today?
~ nothing...

14) When was the last time you saw your father?
~ last wik...

15) Do you fight with your parents often?
~ dlu2 ada lew...